SHERYLCHUA(: ♥♥♥

wasn't in the mood to attend chinese extra lessons, so i came over to happy's house. guess i won't be blogging much recently.

haven been on good terms with my parents. we seem to have this communication breakdown between us. this totally suck. it's soooo darn irritating, and well, the only thing they do is, scold scream nag & think that they are oh so right. how sick is that??

take yesterday for example. i was using the computer at around 10.15pm. my mom came down and started scolding me, didn't want to talk to her, i just switched off the computer and tv. i went up and slammed the door, seriously, it can't even be considered a slam for heaven sake. gosh. then my mom shouted and my dad came in to give me a scolding. and yea, i was lousy and started crying once i the door was shut. soon after, my mom came in and started scolding me for everything, even things which are not my fault. i kept my mouth shut throughout the whole shit, i'm so sick of these, it have been carrying on for days and there's no point defending, it's of no use. yes, i was pretty sure i hated them. whatever they say, they are so right, yes, i'm wrong. every single thing. even if i didn't switch the dvd player off, it's my fault. damn it. it's the bloody remote control for the tv that somehow turned the player on while i off the tv. for that, i was being scolded. the only thing they are best in is also comparing, and what else?

i tried to be understanding. i tried so hard to change my attitude. i tried to be this clever, nice daughter of theirs. but do they even try to understand me? the answer is no. they can be really good to me the next minute and say that they're placing an air-con in my room. but seriously, do they think how i feel towards this whole thing? i doubt so. if they were to scold me because they are stress over at work, i can understand. but this is just too much. maybe they tried, but it might be a 3minute thing.

i seriously can't stand them any longer. i tried to talk to them, but failed. i did my part and wrote her a letter, and things are still wrong. so well, i give up. i shall keep my mouth shut and just study 24/7, and maybe till something bad happen to me, then they'll be sorry. no point forcing all right.

now, i dread going home.
thank you mom and dad, i really appreciate that.

♥ sher

3:06 PM